Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Alone Time

So this week I will have an opportunity to do whatever I want. On one hand, that sounds great. I get to watch my favorite shows, I don't have to worry about sharing the bathroom, and I don't have to make a big deal about what to eat for dinner. I can also fall asleep on the couch if I want. All of this is good and great and fab, and I am definitely enjoying the idea of doing whatever I want and not having to "answer" to anyone or explain what I am doing. I know this sounds crazy, as if I normally do have to these things, but in thinking about it, it sure does make sense that to a certain extent, I very much do want to answer and explain. I very much do want to have to make reason with whatever someone else finds reasonable. In watching a television show or a newscast, I do prefer to look at that someone and go "really? did we just see that?" or "OMG can you believe that?" To have a co-conspirator to marvel at the randomness of the world is underrated. I am very much looking forward to catching up on much as possible and reflecting on as much as I can to help make sense of all the things I would "normally" do or say.